We went out for a little today. I really wish someone found me as cute as my sister's girlfriend finds her. They're just so... cute together. I really love seeing how they interact and how what everyone else considered the "stupidest" things make them smile at one another.

I played with my cat some tonight, found out that Teak absolutely doesn't know what to do with herself if you try to play with her! She runs away from string, gets over-stimulated if you try to pet her too much. Very funny little tail-twitch thing she does when she's getting paid attention to as well, and she loves to try and get Amoke to chase her. Watching them do THAT is very cute as well.

We ate at an international buffet for dinner. They had octapi in one of their dishes! Or squid or something with tiny tentacles! I was horrified and couldn't eat it! They looked like hollow boiled eggs with tentacles on the bottom!

But we had peach lotus buns with red bean paste in them and unagi sushi made fresh by a real sushi chef and a lot of other weird and interesting little things. I feel like a pig, I totally stuffed myself, but it was so good! Had mandarin oranges for dessert too, which I love. Totally addicted to them.

Watched Drew play video games for a little while as I was playing with the cat and that was nice too. I was going to play DDR but as soon as I sat down with Drew to do the video games I totally didn't feel like jumping around for any length of time. Tired now... think I will do some ab-lounge stuff and then hit the sack. Have babysitting tonight/tomorrow that I have to be ready for. Wishing I didn't have it so I could just... relax a little more.

Bah. Feeling so reclusive isn't good for me!

Tags: cats, family, food, kir, video games

I am so exhausted today! I feel like I could go right back to sleep, even though I got almost 11 hours of sleep already, it just feels like it wasn't enough So my quandry is that going BACK to sleep will just make me sore and achy and not rested, but I'm tired!

But also I have other things planned for the day already and I want to get them done at a reasonable time because I have to go to work tomorrow (which I don't want to do).

But today we only have Target to go to and then lazing around for the rest of the day at home! Very happy about that one. Physically exhausted in such a good way.

Tags: exhaustion, happy, kir, shopping

I'm reading up on how to purchase a good mountain bike. I'd really like one for the summer. There is a really good mountain trail place not too far from where my parents live and I'd like to be able to take the bike (and preferably a few kayaks, a tent and some camping gear) and go camping this summer.

It really is too cold for camping outside right now, but I do want to devote at least one trip before it starts to warm up to one of the area indoor rock climbing places. I'd love to be able to do some climbing and such!

I wish not everything seemed so far in the future. But deerhide and I were talking about swimming/kayaking on the river or in lakes in the area this summer... if we could purchase not too expensive kayaks, we already have an SUV that could be outfitted to carry them easily to/from wherever we went.

Looking forward to the summer.

Tags: camping, kir, mountain bike, summer

All the lovely people. I think I feel just a bit alone.

Tags: alone, kir

Chhchhchh. I don't know what that sound means, but I've been making it a lot today. I'm frustrated and feeling under the weather and I'd really prefer not to be in my stressful work environment any longer today.

Nearly 9 in the evening though so I suppose I can manage to settle until midnight.

Been thinking on a lot of things today, musing and such. I think I'm starting to annoy the people around me which is funny, but would be bad if I thought I were *really* annoying them (which I don't honestly think).

Mmm, I think all the things I've been mulling over all day today are a bit too muddled still to really get out. I've been staring at this screen on and off for a bit now, with all these thoughts in my head and nowhere to put them down to.

Keauhi suggested that I look to see if there is a community for spirit guides/guardians on livejournal, to see if there are other people in similar situations. I like that idea. Might look later, when I have a few minutes.

Tags: frustrated, keauhi, kir, thoughts, work

Tags: funny. video, kir

I have no idea what is "appropriate" to do when you disagree with someone on the internet. It seems like any time you speak up about something, it causes a huge arguement and you've messed up the conversation for anyone else in the area. I also feel harassed.

Tags: disagreements, friends, harassed, kir

Today for no reason, and to my great delight, a co-worker told me about something called the Philadelphia Project.

http://www.abovetopsecret.com/pages/philadelphia.html
http://www.history.navy.mil/faqs/faq21-1.htm

Apparently it was also called Project Rainbow and it had something to do with either making a ship invisible, to get it from one port to another, or possibly even teleporting it in some manner, using "gravity waves" according to the co-worker, to move from one place to another.

According to my co-worker, there was crew on board. This strikes me as very unlikely but Ok, I'm looking for some confirmation now. Because apparently some of the crew, when the ship was "pieced back together" were cut in half, inserted through decks and all, very Twilight Zone (I loved that show). I love research!

Tags: kir, project rainbow, pseudosciences, teleportation

Yes, I really like this journal and it is really nice to have a little place to write stuff out and think that maybe someone reads it once in awhile. But I realized, while thinking about this, that I would prefer to have a group of people in real life that I could hang out with and talk about different things with. I'd like to take up mountain biking, and do the rock climbing thing, and maybe visit Laurel Caverns this summer and go up to Ohio Pile and hunt for fossils and take pictures and camp out and things. I think that the current lifestyle I have will not allow for such things which is a little disappointing, but I'll survive. At least I can go rock climbing at some point on a day off from work and that will be incredibly fun. But just thinking about having people in real life that share my interests.

Tags: friends, interests, kir, thinking

Eeeh! I don't even have the thing up and running for a day before people find me. *hides unsuccessfully in the mass of internet whitenoise*

Wow. Hi...

Tags: bashful, found, friends, kir